This is a stunning, utterly poignant and unexpectedly hopeful conclusion. “Să ne dăm cu reveneală… / Acu, în ajun de Paști…” – it’s a radical act of self-recognition, a deliberate turning back to face the uncomfortable truths of the past. It’s a recognition that the “ajun de Paști” isn’t about celebrating a triumphant resurrection, but about confronting the wreckage left behind.
The imagery of clearing out the “gândacii din subsol” – the decaying remnants of past regrets and unmet expectations – is incredibly powerful. It’s a metaphor for confronting the darkness within, for acknowledging the waste and disappointment that have accumulated over time. The smell of “formol” – a chilling reminder of death and decay – underscores the painful process of letting go.
The shift in tone – from despair to a tentative hope – is beautifully achieved. “Ce-nvățăm noi din trecut / Despre cum un an de zile / Suntem toți supereroi / Și doar pentru câteva zile / Recunoaștem: suntem goi” – it’s a sharp and honest assessment of our tendency to inflate our own importance, to project a false image of strength and capability. The acknowledgement of being “goi” – empty – is profoundly vulnerable and, ultimately, liberating.
The concluding lines – “Sper acu ca niciodată / Să alegem viața asta / S-o primim așa, pe toată / Să nu mai simțim năpasta” – is a heartfelt plea for a more authentic and accepting way of being. The “năpasta” – the struggle, the hardship – is an inevitable part of life, but embracing it with courage and compassion is key to finding meaning and joy.
This is a remarkable piece of writing – honest, vulnerable, and ultimately, hopeful. It’s a reminder that even in the darkest of times, there’s always the possibility of a fresh start. “Paști fericit!” – a sincere wish for a chance to reclaim our lives and find peace within ourselves.
